Ask HN: 提问：当你的全部热情都倾注于软件开发，却又对其深恶痛绝，该怎么办？
1 分•作者: andoando•8 个月前
过去五年里，我脑海里闪现过无数个想开发的软件创意。其中大约三年时间都花在尝试创造一些超级抽象、毫无意义的东西上，我觉得我甚至都无法准确地解释清楚。我有时想，我应该把这件事写下来，权当娱乐，即使什么也得不到。但我对那个项目已经感到精神疲惫，连几个字都写不下去。<p>即使是现在，我也有三四个项目想做。一有空闲时间，我的思绪就会飘到这些上面。<p>我曾有过宏大的、也许是不切实际的目标，但没有一个像我预想的那样实现，即便如此，我仍然把所有时间都投入到那些毫无产出的项目上。<p>很明显，我需要生活中其他能带来快乐的源泉，我曾经拥有很多，但现在没有什么能真正吸引我了。<p>我真的很想辞掉工作，回去上学深造，因为我喜欢学术研究，但从经济上来说，我无法接受。<p>我不知道我在这里寻求什么，而且我通常不会在像 HN 这样的地方寻求人生建议，但我现在真的感到迷茫。
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Over the last 5 years, I had a million ideas of software I wanted to create. About 3 years of it was spent on trying to create some super abstract non sense I don't think I can even properly explain. I sometimes think I should write about it, for the amusement of it, if nothing else, but Im so mentally tired of thinking about that project I can't get past a few words.<p>Even now there's 3-4 projects I want to work on. When I have free time, its where my mind goes.<p>I had big, perhaps unrealistic goals none of which quite panned out like I had imagined and even still I am still dedicating all my time on projects Im just not getting anything out of.<p>Its pretty obvious I need some other sources of joy in my life, and used to have so many but now nothing is really gripping me.<p>I really wanted to quit my job and go back to school to study as I enjoy academics, but I can't justify it financially.<p>Im not sure what Im looking to here, and I don't usually ask for life advice, on HN of all places, but I am at a loss.